day 2-restat . . . im kinda feelin it . . .

So right now (1142)  im feeling pretty good about my decisions but I'm wondering how I am going to be able to stick to it.  lol.  I feel a little sad, kind of uncertain but overall determined to make sure that I make a difference in my life and weight so that I can go out with my son and do things.  I want him to be happy to have me as his mother, not embarrased.  I want to be able to run an 8 minute mile again, wear a size 10 at most and be able to feel healthy.  I am tired of feeling fat, sick and depressed.  There is no better time than now to make a difference for me and my son.  What I do will affect him.  What I do affects me.  I want to ber out with my son running around, playing soccer, baseball, football and not be gasping for breath because of my weight.  Its time to make a difference.  <tries to blink back tears and fails>


So as of now I realize I have almost overshot my calories for the day.  I think dinner tonight is going to be a very simple salad.  Easy on the dressing and with some good hearty vegetables to give me some added energy :)  I'm going to be signing off for the moment *giggle*

Katie